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Creekside Church
Sermon of March 1,
1998
"Nothing But
God "
Luke
4:1-13
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Rev. David
Bibbee
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This
week we entered a new season, not an early spring due to
the favorable flow of El Niño which has brought us
a remarkably warm winter. The season shifted on Wednesday
and for the next forty days leading up to Easter we will
be observing Lent. You won't find any mention of Lent in
the Bible because it didn't become a tradition in the early
church until years after the Bible was written. You won't
even hear Lent mentioned in some churches, while others
will mark the time by doing prayer calendars, holding extra
services, and in some Christian traditions by giving up
something like dessert, sleeping in, some habit or routine.
Letting go is a practice which confounds the modern mind
that is bent on accumulating. About the only thing we are
encouraged to give up is a meal in exchange for a delicious
Slim Fast shake to help us shed extra poundage.
But
Lent's emphasis upon giving up something isn't done for
its own sake. Forty days is approximately a tenth of a year,
so Lent becomes a Christian tithe of time devoted to a holy
pursuit. It is a time to consider what it meant for Jesus
to be Jesus. It's a time to consider what is means for you
to be you, and what it means to be a Christian. It's something
we don't do enough of because our lives get so cluttered
we lose sight of what is necessary.
The
same thing happened in the early church. As the years went
by following Jesus' departure, the passion and purpose began
to wither. The love for each other which distinguished Christians
from the rest of society, their help for the hurting, and
their desire to be different began to fade. They entered
middle age, blended in, reclined in their Lazy Boys, cozy
and comfortable and content to look at the painting on the
wall of Jesus at the Last Supper. Then someone heard Jesus
say, "For crying out loud, this isn't what I had in mind!"
This person remembered the stories of forty...Israel's forty
years wandering in the wilderness getting acquainted with
God- Moses' forty days listening to God dictate the law
on Mt. Sinai-Elijah hiding in the wilderness forty days
from Queen Jezabell and awakening to God's still small voice.
And Jesus spent forty days alone in a desolate wilderness
with no provision but God, enduring the torture of the tempter
who tried to convince him he needed something more. So the
church declared a forty day soul- searching period given
to self-examination, clearing the clutter, and learning
that God is the absolute essential, the daily bread by which
we live.
I recently
shared with my wife something from my "things I want to
do" list. Before I am fifty, I want to enroll in one of
those survival training programs where you take crash courses
to learn the basics of how to survive in the wilderness-how
to identify edible plants, snare a bird or rabbit, climb
a canyon wall, defend yourself against becoming Grizzly
bear prey, building a shelter from a storm, and how to reach
civilization. When you've completed the training, they take
you deep into the wilds where you're on your own with nothing
but a pocketknife, a compass, six matches, a Band-Aid, and
a handshake goodbye. I want to go to Alaska for training.
It will be my way of making amends for dropping out of the
Cub Scouts after I got my Webloes patch.
It
would be an incredible experience, but it wouldn't take
long for the romantic appeal of the wild to wear off. When
you're all alone, you learn a lot about yourself. Thoughts,
which you have been successful repressing, bubble to the
surface. You discover what you are afraid of. When you don't
have your props, when you don't have an injection of novocaine
for the brain, when you don't have your habits, your work,
your television, your music, your crossword puzzles or familiar
faces to insulate yourself from uncomfortable feelings,
and all you have is you and God, you discover where the
holes are. It's one thing to say we need God. It's quite
another to be in a situation where there's nothing to rely
on but God. That's when we learn there are other things
we place ahead of God.
Last
year a high school senior from Freemont, California made
the national news for a remarkable achievement. She scored
a perfect 800 on both parts of the Scholastic Aptitude Test,
and a perfect 8000 on the University of California acceptance
index. It was the first time in history a student has accomplished
such a phenomenal feat. Her intellectual ability has earned
her the name, "Wonder Woman" at school. She entered college
this fall. Harvard. Where else? But there was a side bar
to this story. The reporter asked her the question, "What
is the meaning of life?" Her reply? "I have no idea."
We
don't live by bread alone or knowledge alone. Life isn't
measured by what we know or have. You have heard the expression,
"Nature abhors a vacuum." Where a vacuum exists, something
is drawn to fill it. Sam Keen has made this poetic observation:
"God must like empty spaces. He made a lot of nothing that
longs to be filled with something." Nowhere is this more
true than in our lives. We were all created with a hole
in the center of the self...not the navel, but the center
of our spiritual self. God made us with a natural vacuum
that yearns and aches to be filled and fulfilled.
Life
is a long process of learning what cannot fill the space.
It takes more than a full pantry, an open line of credit,
a hefty pension and paid for home where the thermostat is
set at 76 degrees in the winter and 70 degrees in the summer
which houses our cushy comforts and large inventory of accumulations.
The
reason for going without something during Lent is to remember
there is only one thing which can fill the vacuum. The great
challenge we face is the temptation to fill the vacuum with
little comforts when we're alone and afraid and hurting-when
something feels wrong and we inject an antidote to fix it
and end up cheating ourselves.
I love
this observation by Barbara Taylor: "The hollowness we sometimes
feel is not a sign of something gone wrong. It is the holy
of holies inside us, the uncluttered throne room of the
Lord our God." It's easy to trivialize self-denial during
Lent, but it can teach us something about ourselves and
how susceptible we are to putting fleeting things in God
places. If I asked Don Mumaw if he could give up something
for forty days, he would say yes. If I asked Don whether
he could give up Mountain Dew, he would hesitate, but he
would say yes. To be fair, he might ask if I could go without
fishing for forty days, and I would say, "Yes, of course."
But Don and I would discover something about ourselves during
this time. How often during those forty days do you think
we would think of popping a can or wetting a line? When
feeling stressed, how intense would the desire feel? Mountain
Dew is a fine beverage and fishing is a noble, spiritual
sport. But these things and all things have the capability
of getting in the way.
What
about silence before worship? Can we be still for five or
ten minutes before worship begins? Of course. But we have
a hard time keeping quiet. It can be very uncomfortable.
We think thoughts we don't want to think. Something that
happened. Something that was said. We become anxious or
sad. Instead of hiding in talk, can we sit quietly, feel
the feelings and focus upon the fact that nothing but God
can satisfy the longing or heal the hurt?
When
we are all alone, trying to be more trusting, a voice says,
"Not so fast. You can't give that up. You'll starve. You'll
go crazy. If you deny yourself what you want you won't be
you anymore. God wouldn't want that!" You don't have to
travel to the middle of nowhere to be in the wilderness.
The wilderness exists inside you. It is that place we are
called to go and let go of our props and pacifiers and compulsions
and addictions and everything that is less than God, and
experience the holy of holies within which is the throne
of God.
The
same voice tempted Jesus. "You're hungry. Turn this rock
into a sandwich. You want some authority? I'll give you
authority. Are you sure you're God's son? Better check it
out and do a swan dive off the top of the temple to be sure."
There's nothing in this story that says reliance upon God
was easy for Jesus. Matthew's version adds that after the
ordeal, angels came to minister to Jesus.
Letting
go of the things we are told to want and upon which our
lives depend, is hard. We get confused about our wants and
needs. I want you to listen to some words which bear this
out, words which are amazing because they were composed
by a fourteen year old middle school student named Jason
Lehman:
It
was spring, but it was summer I wanted...
The warm days and the great outdoors.
It
was summer, but it was fall I wanted...
The colorful leaves and the cool, dry air.
It
was fall, but it was winter I wanted...
The beautiful snow and the joy of the holiday season.
It
was winter, but it was spring I wanted...
The warmth and the blossoming of nature.
I was
a child, but it was adulthood I wanted...
The freedom and the respect.
I was
twenty, but it was thirty I wanted...
To be more mature and sophisticated.
I was
middle aged, but it was twenty I wanted...
The youth and the free spirit.
I was
retired, but it was middle age I wanted...
The presence of mind without limitations.
My
life was over...but I never got what I wanted!
Incredibly
insightful, isn't it? Into the wilderness Jesus went, and
into the wilderness we must go. There we will discover that
God likes empty spaces. He made a lot of nothing that yearns
to be filled with something. Fight the voice that says,
"Fill it! Fix it!" Instead, let it be. Not every want is
a need. We don't put fleeting things in God places and finally
find what we are looking for.
Learn
what it means to let go and give up and be content with
nothing...nothing but God.
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