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Creekside Church
Sermon of July 30,
2000
"More"
John
6:24-35
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Rev. David
Bibbee
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I
would like you to imagine that you are going to a bakery.
You come to the door, open it, and before your foot crosses
the threshold you are enveloped by the wonderful aroma from
inside. Rolls, donuts, cakes and pies and bread...especially
bread. As far as you are concerned, there is no aroma as tantalizing
as fresh baked bread, hot from the oven. Inside you are greeted
by the regular Saturday morning customers seated at the counter,
drinking coffee and eating.
You come most Saturdays,
too, but not for the coffee and rolls. Saturday is the day
they bake the sourdough bread. The girl behind the counter
says it will be just a few moments until it cools. It cannot
come too soon because you love sourdough bread. While you
wait in a booth sipping black coffee you catch another whiff
of baking bread, and the smell takes you back to when you
were growing up. You always associate bread and your grandmother,
which makes you associate bread with love. You remember
that as soon as it was cool enough for her to cut, you were
ready to devour it.
You smile, remembering your
culinary creativity at that young age when you put peanut
butter, bananas, and mayonnaise between two slices of her
bread and said it was the best sandwich in the world. A
voice breaks your concentration. "Your bread is ready."
Before you pay the cashier you are already salivating. The
loaf will arrive home with a couple of slices gone. You
sit back down in the booth, butter the slices up and slowly
savor them. From the look on your face it appears you are
having a mystical experience.
The girl behind the counter
pulls the empty tray from the display case. You see that
empty space and you remember what it was like not to eat
anything, not with the tube coming out of your nose and
stomach. You remember how sick you were. It was touch and
go for awhile. The surgeon said it was only by God's grace
that you made it, and day by day you are learning what God's
grace means.
The girl puts the tray back
into the case now filled with glazed donuts with chocolate
icing. You notice things now that you hadn't noticed before.
What you used to think was so important doesn't matter much
now...making lots of money, having lots of things, early
retirement, settling into a serene, secure retirement, all
the material needs taken care of. What you used to think
amounted to nothing now means the world.
Take that picture on the
wall at the end of the counter, for instance. You had seen
it who knows how many times, yet you hadn't really seen
it before your illness. The picture is of an old man seated
at a table. Silver beard, green flannel shirt. Before him
is a loaf of bread. His head is bowed, his eyes are closed
in prayer. What is the man praying? "Give us this day our
daily bread," maybe.
You hadn't paid attention
to it before. Now it is your touchstone. Saturday, sourdough,
the picture-it all reminds you of the preciousness of life...of
your life.
Prayers of thanksgiving are
now never far from your lips. Holding the last bite of bread
in your fingertips you think of communion, and the bread
which endures to eternal life and the One who told us he
would be present in the breaking of bread and that his love
alone would provide us with all we need to live.
And Jesus said to them, "I
am the bread of life; they who come to me shall not hunger,
and they who believe in me shall never thirst."
Now I'd like you to go back
two weeks with me to Kansas City. Annual Conference and
the Ministers Conference were over. My flight would not
leave till early the next morning, so I had an afternoon
and evening on my own. I followed a tip and went to a place
called The City Plaza. It's a beautiful four- block section
of Kansas City whose 1930's architecture has been wonderfully
preserved. The fact that it is flanked by the Ritz Carlton
Hotel and is two blocks away from the Country Club Christian
Church (I kid you not) tells you something about the social
strata it appeals to. The Plaza was lined with fine restaurants,
specialty shops, boutiques and clothing stores and yes-Saks
Fifth Avenue.
I walked into a men's clothing
store. The first thing I saw was a white Rolls Royce parked
in the center of the store. Then I saw signs that read,
"50% off." That appealed to the Brethren in me, until I
saw that the half-off price of a dress shirt was $80. A
salesman who appeared fresh from modeling school asks, "May
I be of service to you?" "Not in my lifetime," I thought
to myself.
I decided to splurge and
went into a restaurant and ordered a seven-layer $7 piece
of chocolate fudge cake. The restaurant was called The Cheesecake
Factory. At the table next to me sat three women and men
immaculately dressed and discussing their latest cruise
and their hottest investments. One of the men pulled a $100
bill off a roll of $100 bills, gave it to the waitress,
and said, "Keep the change."
I spent the afternoon walking
and watching the people carrying their bags of treasure.
I saw hundreds of people, but not one who appeared particularly
happy. Everyone seemed in a rush to get somewhere else.
Then I became aware of an unexpected unpleasant feeling
which came over me. It felt like a deep loneliness or emptiness.
Maybe God was letting me know what it feels like to be well
educated, well-fed, well cultured and well off, but at the
same time, empty. I thought about the words of Jesus, "Do
not labor for the food which perishes, but for the food
that endures to eternal life." In the midst of all the trappings
of wealth, there was poverty. In the Hollywood studios you
see beautiful homes and buildings constructed for the movie
camera. But they aren't homes or buildings at all. They
are only facades with nothing behind them.
Since coming home, I came
across something written by the Episcopal priest, Barbara
Brown Taylor which describes what I felt at The Plaza. She
writes: "In the land of plenty, the cause of hunger can
be difficult to diagnose. It is not often until we have
tried to ease it with everything else that we discover,
by the process of elimination, that our hunger is for God.
Our problem is not too few rations, but too many. The proof
that we are in the midst of a famine of the Word are the
suffocating piles of our own dead words that rise up all
around us on either side. It is because they do not nourish
that we require so many of them. It takes thousands of words,
coming at us every moment, to distract us from the terrible
silence within."
There is competition for
our souls. Television tells us that what we want we deserve.
It tells us that we must be beautiful and tanned and have
great abs to be somebody. We're told that the goal of relationships
is hopping in bed. Our culture mocks commitment and fidelity
and forgiveness with a non-stop stream of sex and violence.
We cling to the temporary and lose sight of the permanent.
We have words without the Word. We fill ourselves with junk
food, and say we have no room for the food that endures.
And Jesus said, "I am the
bread of life; they who come to me shall not hunger, and
they who believe in me shall never thirst."
From a bakery, to Kansas
City, let us go now to Capernaum. Jesus has just fed five
thousand people with two sardines and five loaves of wonder
bread. The miracle made quite an impression. Jesus and the
disciples retreated afterward across the Sea of Galilee,
but it didn't take the people long to find them. And Jesus
told the people, "You didn't come here because of the signs
of who I am. You are here for your next meal." Surely Jesus
knew that many of those people were poor and hungry. Who
could fault them for wanting food?
Let's not make the interpretive
mistake of simply assuming these people's stomachs mattered
more to them than their souls, or that they didn't care
about Jesus and his message. They followed him because it
seemed the right thing to do. In response to the miraculous
feeding they said, "This is indeed a prophet who has come
into the world." But Jesus challenged them to look beyond
their immediate wants and needs. He hadn't come to rearrange
their furniture, but to instead build them a new house according
to his design, not theirs. He wasn't offering them the daily
Blue Plate Special. He was offering them the food that endures
to eternal life.
And Jesus said, "I am the
bread of life; they who come to me shall not hunger, and
they who believe in me shall never thirst."
Father Eugene Lauer is a
theology professor at Notre Dame who I heard draw an important
distinction. He said that being a Christian is knowing the
difference between beholding and grasping. We should behold
the beauty of the world, of people, and of relationships.
When we behold, we see all of life as a gift to be enjoyed,
never something to possess. "Grasping," he said, "is the
root of all sin." It is taking nature and doing with it
whatever we will. It is using people to meet our needs.
To illustrate he told of when he and another priest were
on vacation at Daytona Beach. One afternoon they were relaxing
on the beach watching the ocean when a very attractive lady
in a bikini walked past them, and after a moment of silence
the other priest said to Father Lauer, "Remember brother...behold,
not grasp."
It is important that we ask
ourselves whether we want to grasp Jesus or be grasped by
him. Often the bread we want from him is to bless the plans
and systems we have designed for ourselves. We want him
to make everything all right. Keep the hassles and heartaches
to a minimum. But Jesus didn't come to fulfill our plans.
He came to fulfill God's, and he feeds us with food that
endures to eternal life so we help fulfill his plan.
Our plans and projects and
dreams may be good and fine, but they are only temporary.
Aside from Christ and our relationship to him, nothing is
permanent. When Jesus said one must work for eternal food,
the people asked, "What do we do to do the work of God?"
NOTHING. It is a thing God does. We can only ask for it,
and make a conscious effort to pry our fingers from that
which won't last, and accept the bread he offers us.
The Greek writer Nikos Kazantzakis
tells the story of a bedouin traveler who was crossing a
great desert. He had run out of water and came upon a well.
Lowering the bucket into its depths he prayed there was
water. When he pulled the bucket up it was heavy, but when
he pulled it to the top he found it was full of silver coins.
He emptied the coins on the ground, again lowered the bucket
and this time it came back full of gold coins. Gazing up
at the sky he said, "My Lord God, I know how powerful you
are and what miracles you can work. I am thankful for the
silver and gold, but right now, if I am to live, I must
have water." Then came a moment of illumination. He scooped
up the silver and dumped it into the well. The gold followed.
Then he lowered the bucket and heard a splash!
And Jesus said, "I am the
bread of life; they who come to me shall not hunger, and
they who believe in me shall never thirst."
There is more to life than
meets the eye. There is more to our lives, our relationship
and our faith than we know. Let's not store up for ourselves
treasures on earth where moths and rust consume. "What good
does it do to gain the whole world," Jesus said, "and then
lose your own soul?" "Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious
about your life. Isn't life more than food and the body
more than clothing?"
Indeed it is, this is why
we pray as Jesus first followers prayed, "Lord, give us
this bread always."
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