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Creekside Church
Sermon of September
22 , 2002
"Reserving
Room at the Center"
Psalm
29
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Rev. David
Bibbee
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If
you were asked to make a sign pointing to God's whereabouts,
what kind of sign would it be? Perhaps it would be an arrow
pointing up to God above
skyward, in the heavens. Per
haps the arrow would point the opposite direction. God is
not up. God is down. A great theologen spoke of God as "the
ground of being." Fisher folks pursue their quarry in
a mostly invisible, but accessible realm. You catch fish bu
penetrating the surface and probing the depth.. and we discover
God by the depth of life.
I experienced
this in an unexpected way on my solo trip in the Canadian
Wilderness. In my lifetime I have seen wonderful sights
in beautiful places, but I was never "overwhelmed"
by them as I was late one afternoon in a place called Dynamite
Bay. Heading back to the outpost cabin, I noticed a rock
protruding above the surface. There was nothing unique about
it. There were thousands of rocks sticking out of the water
everywhere. But there was something about this particular
rock
it seemed to have a magnetic pull that drew my
boat toward it. As I approached, the water surrounding it
changed color, revealing more of the rock than met the surface.
The exposed section was no bigger than an Indiana watermelon.
But beneath the surface was a massive rock as big as this
building. It extended over a hundred feet in all directions,.
Sloping into the depths where it disappeared into the dark
water.
That
rock triggered something in me - - the feeling that language
can't convey. My knees quivered, my pulse fluttered. I has
a sensation that I was being pulled down - - pulled beneath
the surface, pulled down the rock to it's base, pulled beneath
it. Beneath the strata of the earth. Beneath its molten
core, beneath the material world itself. I was consumed.
I wondered if Moses felt this way kneeling on Holy ground
before God, or Job as God answered his complaint, or Isiah
seeing the Lord high and lifted up in the temple, or the
Roman Centurian stationed at the cross seeing beneath Jesus'
battered body to the truth of who He was.
In that
moment I knew what it was to b e in AWE. I don't know if
the experience lasted seconds or minutes, but this much
I do know
I worshipped. Others who passed over this
great geological formation may have just seen a big rock,
but I worshipped. I sat in a boat dumbfounded by the awe
and splendor of God who is high above, deep beneath, and
fixed at the center of life. I worshipped God, not for what
the mighty rock and the surrounding beauty meant to me,
but because it was there. I can see by the looks on your
faces that some of you know what I am talking about. But
hw many of you have had a similar experience in Sunday worship?
Truth
be told, it's not something we expect, or even necessarily
want in worship. It would be more than our Sunday sensitivities
could handle. This may be one reason that worship is full
of language "about" "God", and comparatively
little "experience of" God. We don't like surprises,
especially when God is behind them. It complicates things.
Today
I will pose something radical that not only will change
the was we worship, but will change other aspects of the
church's ministry as well. The radical proposal is this
make
God the center of worship. I can already hear you. "We
sent him away for three months and all he learned is that
we are supposed to worship God?" Well
yes
That's
it. I learned that worship is all about God
only.
If it
seems like I'm inferring there are things in worship and
what we bring to it that are not about God, you are correct.
In the wrrks ahead in our worship, classes, and committees,
we will look at some of these things. Right now I simply
want to "start something," and I want you to help
me. Repeat after me "It's all about God!" Worship
that is alive and filled with the power and presence of
the Holy Spirit and shapes Christian character has nothing
to do with style. Repeat: "It's all about God!"
It's not about sticking with the old standard or switching
to new songs with a beat. Repeat: "It's all about God!"
It's not about keeping worship the same or always being
innovayive. Repeat: "It's all about God!" It's
not about drawing a crowd (as much as we'd love to see it.)
Repeat: "It's all about God!" It's not about musicians
no matter how talented or preachers no matter how inspired.
Repeat: "It's all about God!"
My most
embarrassing moment in a restaurant happened years ago at
Ryan's Steakhouse. I was eating lunch with a well-known,
highly-respected Church of the Brethren pastor and professor,
and along with his wife. As we got ready to leave, he went
back tot eh serving table, took four large yeast rolls,
rapped them in paper napkins and stuffed them into his wife's
purse. Then he grabbed a handful of single-serving jelly
packages from the table and put them in his suit pocket.
I crawled under a steam table to hide.
What
would make us squirm in a restaurant doesn't get a second
thought when we talk about the things we "take aay
from worship," things like good feelings, or satisfying
experiences. Don't get me wrong. We do leave with these
gifts, but not because we seek them. But as a by-product
of worship; not because we went shopping for them, but because
we told ourselves the moment we set foot in the sanctuary,
"Worship is not aout me!" Repeat: "it's all
about God!"
being, God's creation, God's depths,
God's ddesigns for the world, and God's love made flesh
and blood in Jesus Christ.
Welton
Gaddy puts it pointedly:
To
use Christian worship for any purpose other than the glorification
of God is to abuse it - - God expects the church to leap
for divine worship without ulterior motives. Worship isn't
convened so church budgets can be pledged, volunteers enlisted,
programs promoted, attendance goals met, or personal problems
solved. Authentic worship takes place only to honor God
and give everything to God.
The
next time you eat out after church, eavesdrop on the conversations
of people who were in church. You will hear, "Well,
how was worship today?" Often we hear responses like,
"The choir sounded lovely, the children's story was
cute, the pastor was funny, or on target, or stepped on
our toes." Teenagers can be counted upon to say, "It
was boring." And sometimes it is. These dinner deliberations
deal with what should be done to make worship more "attractive"
and "appealing" and "interesting." But
conversations about "livening things up" won't
get us anywhere without God at the center. When we understand
that every aspect of worship is directed to God, who, as
I understand, likes lots of different music and modes of
worship, then decisions about how we should do it, diminish.
The
architecture of a sanctuary says a lot about what goes on
within its walls. I was in sanctuaries this summer which
had no crosses, no religious symbols, no altars, no art,
no windows, nothing to indicate sacred space. Lighting was
dim like theaters before the film. At the center of the
stage was a worship band and an acrylic lectern.
In contrast,
I remember taking my son John to the renovated Sacred Heart
Cathedral at Notre Dame. He was five years old. I regret
not having a video camera to record the reactions on his
face tot he ornate Corinthian columns supporting the vaulted
ceilings with the frescos painted upon them; the sunlight
streaming through intricate stained glass windows, the statues
of biblical personalities and saints. But most of all I
remember watching him beneath the ornate, gold-leafed tabernacle.
He stood at attention with arms flat to his side, his neck
craned back, his eyes open wide as he gazed at the beauty
before him. I never said, "John, be very quiet and
don't touch or climb on anything." I didn't need to.
He knew what to do. He was drawn outside himself and I saw
something in his 5-year-old eyes - - AWE.
In Psalm
20 King David describes descending into the depths and being
overcome with the rality of God:
Brave,
God! Bravo! God and the angels shout, "Encore!"
In awe stand before the glory. In awe before God's invisible
Power. Stand at attention.
God's thunder sets the Oak trees dancing. The pelting rain
strips their branches.
We fall to our knees - - we call out "Glory!"
(Sing
Hymn # 69, Renew Hymnal: "Great Are You Lord.")
The
most chilling statement I ever heard in church came from
a man born and raised in the Church of the Brethren. In
a conversation about worship he said this: "The announcements
and sharing Joys and Concerns are the main reasons I come
on Sunday." I wanted to ask, "Where in the world
did you get an idea like that?", but I was afraid of
the answer. "You want announcements?
read your
newsletter
meditatively. Want to know what's going
on in people's live? Pick up the phone. Go visit. Join a
prayer and support group. You don't need God for sharing
and announcements!"
It's
easy for things to sneak into the service that are more
about us than God. Instead of being enthroned at the center,
God is scooted to the periphery and other things settle
into the center. I think there are two things worshippers
should see the moment they come through the sanctuary doors
- - a big cross and a large altar. The cross should be big
enough to make the head tilt back to see it all. The altar
should be big enough to perform human sacrifices on it.
Big enough to hold lots of children and adults willing to
sacrifice themselves to someone greater than themselves.
The cross and altar should be sufficiently large to make
us sufficiently small
the way I felt floating above
that rock in Dynamite Bay, the way a five year old stood
before sacred beauty, the way King David felt as he experienced
God in the eye of a storm.
Will
it happen here, with us? As we are ushered to the pews will
we be ushered outside ourselves and direct our thoughts,
intentions, our praise and gratitude down and into the center
to know that God is God, and God, God?
There
is an old play called, "A Raisin in the Sun" about
a black family in Chicago's south side during the Depression.
The young daughter of the family. Bernetha, declares she
will become a doctor, and Momma replies, "Course you
doin' to be a doctor, God willing." Bernetha explodes.
"God doesn't have anything to do with it!" Momma
tries to tone her down, but Bernetha launches into a passionate
speech:
"Momma,
you don't understand. Its all a matter of ideas, and God
is just one idea I don't accept. It's not important. I'm
not going out to be immoral or commit crimes because I don't
believe in God. I don't even think about it. It's just that
I get tired of God getting the credit for all the things
the human race achieves through it's own stubborn effort.
There simply is no God - - there is only man and it is he
who makes miracles!"
Momma
sits, silently taking the speech in, while gazing at her
daughter's face. Momma rises, walks over to Bernetha, and
as a judge presiding over a court, she musters all the authority
a voice can carry and says, "Now you say after me,
'In my mother's house there is still God.'" There is
a silence and Bernetha utters the words, "In my mother's
house there is still God."
There
is still God in God's house.
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