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Creekside Church
Sermon of June
6, 2004
"The Language
of the Spirit"
Romans
5:1-5
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Ginny Haney
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Most
of you are aware that I just returned from France, having
spent a week at the Taizé Community. Our trip did not
start well. From the moment we entered O'Hare Airport in Chicago
until we finally took off 19 hours later, we were tumbled
and rolled like we were a handful of dice. When we finally
did take off, we had to be re-routed through London's Heathrow
Airport and spent another 8 hours overnight there until we
were finally able to get our flight to Paris. Our luggage
went to locations only God knows - Although I had clean underwear
and an extra shirt, I wore the same socks for three days.
I had given up ever seeing the things in my suitcase again.
When we finally got to our hotel in Paris we had just enough
time to grab a bite to eat and a shower before we got on a
tour bus for one of our scheduled excursions.
By this
time, I was beyond tired. We were in a different culture
with a different language. I immediately had to scrounge
through my poor brain to remember the phrases of French
that I had so diligently worked on prior to the trip. Actually,
I probably knew just enough to get myself arrested. I managed
Pardon, Merci, and S'il Vous Plais at the proper moments,
but I was rather disoriented the remainder of that day.
The next day was a day long excursion and I was beginning
to respond more and use more of my French. We had some free
time on Sunday morning before we left for Taizé.
I decided to try to send an email to folks back home. I
bought a little card that gave me 15 minutes use of the
Internet Kiosk, as they called it, and headed toward the
door the desk clerk directed me. I was feeling pretty good,
thinking, "Now I am in my element - this is one way
I can communicate for sure!"
I opened
the door and found myself in a dark, crowded and very hot
little closet. But - the computer terminal was there and
I began my 15 minutes. The next fifteen minutes quickly
became the most frustrating experience of the trip - and
that was saying a lot. After the first sign-on screen, everything
was in French and I soon discovered that the European keyboard
is different. Much of it is similar, but a few key letters
are in different places. The A and the Q are switched. The
W is where the M is and the M is where the L is. There are
3 characters on all the number keys and punctuation keys.
You have to shift for the period and the numbers. I quickly
became extremely frustrated, hot and claustrophobic. I had
thought 15 minutes was plenty of time to send an email,
but it got eaten up in no time. I couldn't access my address
book, so I sent the email to my husband and told him to
forward it to others. I didn't even have time to proof it.
He saved it for me because it was so hilarious. Most of
the words with the letter A in it had a Q instead. It certainly
will live as part of the adventures of this trip.
We arrived
at Taizé later that same day. The staff that welcomed
us all spoke English and we were all directed to our accommodations
for the week. It was soon supper time and we were again
mixed with others that spoke different languages. Alas -
I was just beginning to get into the routine of using my
French phrases when I discovered that most of the other
people that were here for the week were from Germany!! So
much for my French lessons! Fortunately, I had taken German
in high school and remembered enough to get by. Many of
the Germans actually spoke English. But I sure couldn't
tell which ones by just looking at them.
My small
group was given the task of serving breakfast each morning.
So I would respond with polite phrases according to how
they greeted me when they went through the line. Later in
the week, some Spanish speaking people arrived and again,
I could respond accordingly because I actually know more
Spanish than German and French put together. By the end
of the week, a lot more people came and I was feeling pretty
confident as I spoke to different people in their own language.
Saturday morning, someone went through the line and to thank
me, they said "Gracie." The smile on my face froze.
The memory banks in my brain had absolutely no Italian in
them - so I tried to unfreeze my smile and just nodded.
Last
week was Pentecost - the commemoration of the birth of the
church. The story tells us that people from different places,
speaking different languages came together in one place.
Although the presentation of the word was only done in one
language, EVERYONE could understand it. The Holy Spirit
came upon each one in the way they needed it. The early
church was the coming together of different nationalities
to join in one faith in Jesus Christ. I'm quite sure it
was difficult to communicate at the beginning. But the language
of The Spirit caused the language of the people to become
one in their faith. By the time we get to the book of Romans,
Paul is speaking to the church in Rome to prepare for his
missionary visit there. The church at this point is primarily
gentile, but also contains a large number of Jews. Paul
is determined to speak of the salvation and grace of God
that is justified through our faith through Jesus Christ.
"And God has poured out his love into our hearts by
the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us." This is also
the primary goal of the Taizé community - to bring
persons together of all backgrounds and nationalities in
a setting which allows the Holy Spirit to come upon each
one as they need.
One
of the men in my small group, a man from Tennessee who had
been there twice before, said that he felt that Taizé
was the crèche of the church. We are accustomed at
Christmas time to seeing live nativities - a live diorama
of what the original nativity must have looked like. That
is what Taizé is - a live display of what the church
should look like. All peoples together worshiping the same
God in the same place, faithfully and peacefully. And having
the same Holy Breath blown through them at the same time.
Once
we were at Taizé, I looked forward to the prayer
time that comes three times a day. Once again, I was expecting
a familiar experience - after all I'm a pretty spiritual
person, plus I've been to Taizé services before.
AAHH - wrong again. The first several services seemed so
unfamiliar. You pick up a song book and a few supplemental
song sheets when you go in. But, again, I felt lost in a
place that didn't speak my language. The song numbers are
lit up on a number of small digital displays throughout
the church at the appropriate time, but the rest is not
published like we are used to in a bulletin. The brothers
all sit in the center, on the floor, facing the front of
the church. Shortly after the service started, all of a
sudden, everyone got up and turned around and faced the
other way. I figured out that they were facing toward where
the brother who read the scripture was. It took quite a
few services to get the hang of things.
The
songs we sang were not the Taizé songs I am familiar
with. I felt frustrated on the one hand because we sang
the same songs over and over again. But that became a good
thing, because by the end of the week, I knew them well
enough to not have to look in the book to sing. Some songs
we sang in German, some in English, some French and some
Spanish. But, we sang quite a few in Latin. Those were the
ones that seemed to speak to me the most. At that point,
everyone in the church was on equal footing because no one
actually speaks Latin. Just as the first Christians were
given the word in their own language, each of us had that
opportunity as well.
About
the middle of the week, I started to feel somewhat down.
I though maybe I was just tired. But I also didn't seem
to look forward to prayer times like I did at the beginning
of the week. Had the novelty worn off so quickly? I finally
came to the conclusion that I was trying to decide what
was going to happen in this place. I apparently had come
with high expectations which were not being met and I was
telling God what I wanted to happen. I was looking for a
profound experience that I could take with me from this
place and it wasn't happening. I prayed on Friday morning
and told God that I was going to be silent. When you enter
the church, there are youth holding signs in different languages
that say "Silence." I had kept my mouth quiet,
but not my mind and my heart. From that point on, I just
allowed myself to BE and let The Spirit come to me. It made
an amazing difference.
I was
touched by The Spirit through all the people I met, regardless
of their language. I was touched by The Spirit in the beauty
of the French countryside. I was touched by The Spirit in
the warm breeze and beautiful sunshine; through singing,
through laughter and in silence. When I allowed myself to
be open and aware and keep MY agenda out of it, The Spirit
had room to enter. Or maybe more to the point, when I became
still, I became aware of The Spirit.
I didn't
have the grandiose, mountaintop experience that I thought
would zap me right into a new realm. I did have a mountaintop
experience literally, because we were atop a mountain. And
that's what I brought home with me. A peace in my heart
that tells me I am in the right place - a peace in my heart
that goes with me throughout every day. And the songs I
learned so repetitively are emblazoned in my soul forever
as a reminder of the fact that God loves me, Jesus died
for me and the Holy Spirit breathes that truth through my
very being. I did not come away from Taizé with a
visible or tangible change, but I feel the change in my
heart where I allowed The Spirit in so totally and completely.
And
that is the way it can be in our everyday lives. If we let
go of OUR expectations and allow The Spirit to live in us
- as it already does - we can become more aware of it and
will find it in the places we least expect it. The Spirit
is always there, even when we are not aware. And it comes
to us in many ways. At Taizé, the deliberate stopping
of everything else and spending time in prayer three times
a day brings The Spirit to us.
I am
a contemplative sort of person, but I also enjoy more uplifting
experiences of worship as well. As much as I enjoyed the
prayer times daily, I was missing something a little more
demonstrative. I said to someone toward the end of the week
last week that I could do with a rousing rendition of "Great
is Thy Faithfulness." Little did I know that the next
time I would sing that song would be at a funeral. Yesterday,
I attended the funeral of Marcile Cripe from Goshen City.
She was a wonderful, generous, Godly woman and I will miss
her greatly. We sang "Great is Thy Faithfulness"
and I felt not only Marcile's spirit as we sang, but as
a direct result, The Holy Spirit as well washing through
me. Marcile's 13 year old grandson spoke very eloquently
about his grandmother, and I felt both spirits again. Her
spirit as she ministered to her grandson lives on in him
and as a result, the Holy Spirit will very obviously work
through him as well. The last time I saw Marcile was Mother's
Day. I knew I would not be at church for 4 Sundays in a
row and I just had a feeling that I better get one last
hug. I was right - somehow her spirit, or The Spirit spoke
to me as we hugged that day. I kept my daily prayer vigil
for her while I was gone. My husband reported to me while
I was in France that Marcile had spoken in church that Sunday
and thanked everyone for their love and support in her time
of need. She knew she wouldn't be back at church again because
she was just too weak. I felt that I should go see her as
soon as I returned home. I didn't make it in time. But I
know her spirit was mingled with the Holy Spirit as we joined
in memory of her yesterday. I smiled through my tears as
the warm breath of both spirits blew through me.
Jesus
said to his disciples before his death in John 16: "I
have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear.
But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you
into all truth. He will not speak on his own: he will speak
only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to
come. He will bring glory to me by taking from what is mine
and making it known to you. All that belongs to the Father
is mine. That is why I said the spirit will take from what
is mine and make it known to you." So - once The Spirit
is known to you, how do you make it known to those you meet?
Will YOUR spirit show The Holy Spirit?
The
language of The Spirit can be English or French or German.
The language of the Spirit can come in noise or silence.
The language of the Spirit can come in airports and train
stations and on buses. The language of The Spirit can be
a smile or a rainbow or bells ringing. The language of The
Spirit is translated to us in many ways and the interpretation
is given freely. And the language of The Spirit repeats
like a broken record telling us how much we are loved and
filling us with peace and truth.
I didn't
really need to learn French to hear The Holy Spirit. In
fact, I didn't even need to go to France. But this purposeful
pilgrimage showed me that The Spirit comes to me wherever
I am. Maybe I couldn't really understand all of this in
the midst of the busyness of my life here at home. Maybe
I wasn't ready to hear what The spirit was telling before
this venture. Maybe it was the right place for The Spirit
to guide me into all truth. What I do know now is that The
Holy Spirit is ready to speak the truth to us - we only
need to be willing to be still long enough to hear it.
As I
said before, the songs I learned last week will stick with
me forever. They repeat themselves over and over in my head
constantly. And as a result, they translate the language
of the Spirit directly to my heart. We are going to sing
one of those songs to end this time - it is on your song
sheet - Laudate omnes gentes. I would like for us to sing
it with the Latin words. Translated, they mean "Sing
praises, all you people, sing praises to the Lord."
The Latin in pronounced: Laudate omes gentes, laudate Dominum,
Laudate omnes gentes, laudate Dominum. Marilee will play
it through once, we will hum it through the next time as
we get the hang of the words and melody together. We will
then sing it through 3 times - the last time a'capella as
we fade quietly to a moment of silence. Allow this simple
praise to invite The Spirit to come into your heart to bring
you the truth and peace that only The Spirit can give.
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